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I am always being asked, when I travel in India, about my experiences with Yogi Ramsuratkumar. I think I must say, that my own personal relationship to Him is really the most profound and amazing experience of all. As a Westerner, I was trained and educated to question surrender, devotion and anything even slightly indicative of the true relationship to a genuine Master. 1 was brought up to be independent, self- reliable, critical of subjective and non-linear things, in a word to idolize the illusion of separation and to doubt even the very existence of God. When I met my Father, Yogi Ramsuratkumar,
it was solely by His Blessing Force that I was able to begin
to relax the stranglehold of self-referenced ego and allow His
Love to enter into and soften this hardened heart. It was readily
apparent that I had never met a Being like Him and that in fact
my very existence belonged to Him and Him alone. To have begun,
even if in a very small way, to animate that which is His wish
and His work for this bad poet, is the miracle itself. To be
able, in whatever imperfect way, I have been able, to allow His
Benediction to use me, is an experience of such magnitude, that
others seem small in comparison. The transformation of the human
heart, and the surrender of the small personal will to the great
will of Bhagavan is the most extraordinary event in human history.
I can't claim to be a very mature example of His but I do think
that He has begun and that some small signs of this beginning
are evident. At least I would hope so! I certainly wouldn't want
to embarrass my Father Yogi Ramsuratkumar by attributing to Him
what was merely my own insignificance. He has given me the task,
one amongst many, of spreading His Name throughout Europe and
America, and perhaps even farther. The fact that so many Westerners
are beginning to recognize His Benediction in their lives is
a potent wonder to me. To watch someone's face begin to radiate
light and happiness as they gaze at His picture, or read or hear
about Him is a pure delight and is my offering to Him. |