God, Bhagawan, Mother an I

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Justice T.S. ARUNACHALAM

 

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IIt happened once that at Swamimalai, Muruga chose to give me a vision, as Yogi Ramsuratkumar inclusive of His green turban, and when in surprise I turned to Him in an enquiring mood. He appeared to reply : 'Ask my father in Tiruvannamalai. i promptly reported to Bhagawan who laughted and laughed and asked me - "what did you tell to Muruga"? I responded - Bhagawan, i obeyed Him and said: i will ask Father in Tiruvannamalai. Bhagawan roared and roared in heightening laughter and exclaimed "All Father's Leela" . I then told Bhagawan that at least once i would love to drape Him as 'Swaminatha' - He did not disapprove of that thought - I am hopely awaiting a chance!

At this point of time, I request you to recapitulate the first darshan of Bhagawan, that i had at sannadhi street, when He appeared to me in the form of Arunachala, for a few seconds in a flash and for a longer time as Krishna playing the Flute, to my wife and me. Those memories are fresh, permanent, indelebible, glorious, fascinating and thought provoking.

In 1995 - He brought out through me a 12 line Tamil verse, which He underlined was Father's gift to me, and which He insisted on being published in the 1995 souvenir, with a prelude as to its genesis. This song authored by Bhagawan through me was sung in His presence, several hundreds of times, on His bidding - i feel today that eventhat song was a binder, between the giver and the taker. On 1st Novernber 2000 in Dr.Rangabashyam's Sri Ramana Clinic, Bhagawan reminded to me, that this song was specially given by Father to me. He then added "You had said then that you have imprisoned this beggar in your heart. Today Father wants this beggar to tell
you, that this beggar has imprisoned Justice Arunachalam in his heart. " Unexpected great Boon, indeed! All glory to Bhagavan

The sum and substance of this verse is :

"You are that Kanna-Kanna;
reclining over the snake bed.
You are that Easa - Easa (Eàswaran)
dancing in between the horns of the Rishabha
Yon are that Kanda - Kanda riding the peacock with Valli and Deivanai
You are that Vinayaka - Vinayaka who cirmambulated to attain the fruit
You are that Venkata, Thiruvenkata
Who chose seven Hills as the Abode
You are that Father Arunachala who reached.Tiruvannamalai
You are that Muruga standing at Swamimalai (Hill)
YOU are that Vikata, Vignaraja seated at the Rock Fort
You are that Rama Sitarama who linked Kasi and Rameshwaram
You are that Dasa Ramadasa who united Kanhangad and Tiruvannamalai
You are that Mother Unnamalai who showed Mathaji Krishnabai and Ma Devaki
YOU are that Surat, Ramsurat who is imprisoned in my heart
I bow to you Gurudeva
I bow to you Gurudeva
I bopw to you Gurudeva
Yogi Ramsuratkumara Gurudeva.


I all the formes described above Bhagawan appeared in my dream, as the Vishvaroopi adorning the grenn turbvan. The last line was added by Bhagavan, a few weeks after its genesis and continuous singing. Bhagavan also added, that it was not a dream, but a reality. However it was made to appear as a dream, for Father does not generally like propaganda…