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A first encounter with YOGI
RAMSURATKUMAR
I realize now that an entire book could be
written about my first encounter with Yogi Ramsuratkumar.
I first heard about Yogi Ramsuratkumar from a Sai Baba group
leader who said there was an enlightened being who lived in Tiruvannamalai
and was a chain smoker. I thought nothing about Yogi Ramsuratkumar,
from hearing this short story.
A few years later, I was told by a famous seer in New York City
that I had two spiritual teachers, this lifetime. Yogi Ramsuratkumar
and Bhagwan Sri Sathya Sai Baba. I told the seer I had already
met Sai Baba but had never met Yogi Ramsuratkumar and knew very
little about him. The seer told me if I went and saw Ramsuratkumar
my entire life would be transformed. One of Yogi's devotees Will
Zachalowski told me a little about Yogi.
A few months later I was visiting an ashram in India. I received
a fax telling me Will Zackalowski was visiting Yogi Ramsuratkumar
and staying at Ramana Ashram. The next day I was on the bus to
Tiruvannamalai to meet Yogi Ramsuratkumar with Yogi Will. The
bus to Tiruvannamalai was late and when I arrived at Ramana Ashram
it was dark. I went into Ramana Ashram and asked Dr.M. If Will
Zackalowski was there. Dr. M. informed me that Will would not
be coming for several months. Then I asked Dr. M. if I could
stay at the Ashram and he informed me that the ashram was fulI
and if I had wanted to stay there I should have faxed my request
several months ago. Desperate for a room a rickshaw driver showed
me a 75 rupee night guest house which was very dilapidated.
The next day I went to morning darshan with Yogi and put in a
request for an interview. I had been told by a Satsang leader
that if I wanted an interview with Yogi I should write a letter
to Yogi stating that I was a friend of Yogi Will. I must have
confused the staff because after I wrote the letter they wanted
to know where Yogi Will was.
When I first came to Darshan, the staff told me that Yogi would
give car darshan, so I should line up and sing the Yogi Ramsuratkumar
song. I had never heard of car darshan and thought the whole
thing was ridiculous. When Yogi's car drove in I felt waves of
energy flowing from his hands. I was also overtaken with his
dress with his colorful turban and wrapping himself in many clothes.
Then we lined up to go into the temple and prostrate to the Yogi.
This seemed very strange to me as we walked up to a statue of
Yogi Ramsuratkumar walked around the statue three times and then
prostrated to the real life Yogi Ramsuratkumar who was seated
in a chair 30 or 40 feet away from the statue. The Yogi was chain
smoking cigarettes and seemed to look at each person and then
take a puff of the cigarette. One unusual thing was that the
Yogi inhaled the smoke but no smoke came out the Yogi's mouth.
The Yogi also smoked the cigarette in a highly unusual fashion.
Somehow seeing the Yogi must have had a great effect on me, which
I was not aware of. I was able to sit in deep meditation while
bhajan singing was going on around me. During the afternoon darshan
I received a tap on the shoulder that Yogi wanted to see me and
give me an interview. I had no preparation for the interview
and was told by the staff member under no circumstances to touch
the Yogi's feet. Yogi was sitting outside the big temple and
I was seated next to the Yogi. When I sat down next to Yogi I
could see the Yogi had his eyes raised up and they seemed to
be dancing around the top of his eyes. White Light was pouring
out of the Yogi's eyes and he seemed to be very busy doing something.
I figured the Yogi was very busy working, so I just sat and watched
him do his divine work. After a few minutes the Yogi stopped
his "work' and asked me where I was born and then went hastily
back to work. At this point I was hoping that the Yogi was working
on me. After a few more minutes of "working" the Yogi
asked my profession. Then the Yogi went to work for a few more
minutes. I silently watched in amazement. I had never seen a
human being or God man in such a state. Then the Yogi stopped
his work. Then the Yogi looked at me in a very casual manner.
Suddenly everything became covered in a milky white light and
started pulsing as if it were vibrantly alive. Suddenly the entire
reality as I knew it disappeared into white light. I knew I wasn't
hallucinating because my eyes were open. After some time the
world returned. The Yogi showed absolutely no emotion or made
any expression or comment of any kind.
Then the Yogi grabbed my thumb and we meditated together for
a few minutes. I had my eyes closed. The entire time I had my
eyes closed I saw the color orange. After meditation, the Yogi
placed an apple in my hands and told me, I could go. As I was
walking away the Yogi smiled at me, lifted both the hands above
his head and shouted "My Father Blesses You". I was
deeply touched in my heart but I didn't know it. Then the Yogi
looked away and I could see and feel that he totally forgot about
me. I was terribly hurt since the Yogi had been so intimate with
me a few minutes before.
After Dharshan was over I walked back to my hotel half in a state
of bliss and half hurt that the Yogi could have forgotten about
me so quickly. I didn't realize how much bliss and grace the
Yogi had given me.
Every day I bought Yogi some milk biscuits. The next evening
when I went to leave the ashram one of the security guards told
me that Yogi had a message for me. Yogi was very happy I was
bringing him the biscuits but please buy Yogi another brand of
biscuits which he could digest easier. I was so happy that Yogi
noticed that I was bringing him biscuits. It made me feel so
important that Yogi noticed my biscuits and then all the pain
in my heart left.
When I went back to the United States of America I felt totally
transformed and just wanted to meditate and be alone. Life was
to have other plans. But a first encounter with Yogi Ramsuratkumar
was one of the priceless treasures of life which are never forgotten.
It is a cherished memory and I feel very blessed that the Yogi
revealed himself to me. |