How I came under the influence
of Yogi Ramsuratkumar
Haragopal SEPURI, Neyveli
PROLOGUE
The following episode is narrated in Srimad
Bhagavatam.
The servants of the King Rahugana mistake Jadabharata for an
ordinary man and make him carry the palanquin of the King through
a forest on the way replacing another sick bearer. Mahatma Jadabharata
had no experience of carrying a palanquin and hence his clumsy
movements bring disturbance in the rythm of the palanquin. Rahugana
notices the disturbance and enquires why the rythm in carrying
the palanquin is upset. Coming to know that the cause for the
disturbance is a new inexperienced bearer the king calls for
the new one and enquires why he is not able to carry the palanquin
with smoothness like the other bearers. During the conversation
that ensued, the king realises that Jadabharata was a Mahatma
and therefore seeks enlightenment from him. Jadabharata analyses
and narrates great truths of life to the King and finally concludes
as below :
"O King! this God realisation does not come to one, either
by practising charities or virtues or tapas or worship or visiting
sacred places except by sprinkling on own body, the sacred dust
of the feet of the realised Souls".
The above episode indicates the greatness of Mahatmas. My father
had a craze for Sadhus. Sadhus used to be hosted in our house.
My mother who had a burning aspiration for the Divine used to
serve these Sadhus who were the quickest medium to the Divine.
Thus right from my childhood days I had the fortune of being
close to them and developed a great attachment to them. Simplicity
is one quality that fascinated me greatly. These Sadhus who wore
the simplest thus attracted me. Not that we were not exploited
by a few impostors but that did not deter us from our main objective
of serving the Sadhus and drawing the inspiration that is necessary
during the course of journey unto the Divine. One great quality
of the association with the Sadhus is the disappearance of the
base desires in the aspirant. In his letters to his devotees,
Pagal Haranath says -
"Sadhus are the real magnets quite powerful
to purify everything impure and to turn it to all good. So, with
heart and soul, wish the company of these favourites who alone
will show you the easiest and proper path to eternal bliss and
will lead you to Krishna where once gone, you will never come
back and where happiness never ceases ........
Just try once to meet and talk to Sadhus, men at whom you look
askance; converse with them about the doings of Krishna, and
sing praise to the Lord with them You will find that there is
no more potent remedy than this on earth to bring peace to the
mind ......
If you would desire bliss in yourself in the cool shade of goddess
of peace, hold conversation with these poor wandering mendicants,
learn to love them and sing praise to the Lord with them .......
Know it for true that the gain which is dear even in Sri Krishna's
company, is very cheap in the company of Sadhus. It is Krishna
who has bestowed this honour upon them. The Sadhus have resigned
everything to the feet of Krishna, hence it is that Krishna also
has enhanced their honour to this extent...
With this short introduction I seek your permission to narrate
how I came under the influence of Yogi Ramsuratkumar. I would
henceforth refer him as Ramjee by which name he is affectionately
known to all his devotees. I am a simple man and do not possess
the art of extolling the glory of Ramjee. If I have not used
superlatives in my narration, it is indicative of my own inadequacy
in finding expression to my inner feeling. What is the capacity
of man to unfathom the depth of Divinity !
HOW I MET RAMJEE
I often wander whether it is we who are seeking
the Divine or whether it is the Divine that is drawing us towards
ltself. There is no need that we should get bogged in these paradoxes.
But it is sufficient to note that whatever may be the reason,
the association with the Divine is sweet.
Il was somewhere in 1976 that I first heard
of Ramjee. My dear friend Sri R. K. Alwar of Neyveli one day
remarked to me, "There is a Swamiji who lives under the
trees in Tiruvannamalai. Sri C V. Ramanujachari (V. R ) (the
then Director/Finance of Neyveli Lignite Corporation Limited)
took me to him. The Swamiji is very simple and lovable. You would
certainly like him if you meet him". There is emotional
similarity between Alwar and I. His remarks triggered the desire
in me to see Ramjee. I waited for the right time. One day Sri
V. R. along with his wife was proceeding to Thapovanam in his
car and Alwar said that he has agreed to give us lift in the
car. I jumped at the opportunity. We first visited Gnanananda
Thapovanam and spent the night there. Next day we went to Tiruvannamalai.
Ramjee was residing in the house arranged for him by the devotees.
It is told that previously during day time he would roam about
staying under the trees and during evening times he would take
shelter in the verandhas of the shops closed for the night. Sri
V. R. used to meet Ramjee only in such places.
There were several devotees sitting in the hall. There was no
external order of the things around. Ramjee (at least it appeared
so to human reason) some packets, sacks of various articles,
bottles, tins, withered flower garlands, withering fruits, etc.
were lying helter - skelter around. Besides Ramjee is a chain
smoker (Where' and why he picked this up, I do not know). I was
not conscious of these surroundings. The mind was eager to establish
rapport with this Mahatma who called himself "This beggar".
Sri V R. introduced me saying "He is a devotee of Kusum
Haranath". Ramjee exclaimed. "What! Devotee of Pagal
Haranath !". Then he invoked 'JAI HARANATH, JAI HARANATH'.
Well, words cannot explain the rapture experienced by my soul
at the mention of 'JAI HARANATH' by Ramjee. The thirsting soul
tasted the ambrosia. That incantation pierced through my heart
like a shaft. Tears started rolling down my cheeks. I was in
ecstasies. After prostrating before Ramjee, I sat in the second
row before him.
I had not requested Ramjee for any Upadesa, yet the merciful
Ramjee gave me the nectar I was thirsting for. It is not that
I was not chanting "JAI HARANATH' earlier. Haranath is the
Lord of my heart. Though he left his physical body on 25-5-1927,
he came into my life when I was wallowing in worldliness, to
lift me up and to woo me. I lost my heart to him for he was one
of the very few in history who sought to woo the sinners. I feel
blessed that I was born a sinner so that I could attract the
attention of Haranath. Though Haranath is my companion right
from my childhood yet the words 'JAI HARANATH' coming form the
lips of Ramjee had the transforming effect on me. It is indeed
true that Mahatmas can bring transformation in a trice. Ramjee
did it in my case and I have become a slave of his kindness.
Ramjee also said: "This beggar had once been fed by a devotee
of Pagal Heranath. Pagal Haranath was a Mahatma. His wife Kusum
Kumari was also a Mahatma ........
My relationship with Ramjee was something like love at first
sight. The first meeting determined everything. All the subsequent
meetings were only just to shape what was cast in the first meeting.
My path was set on rails. There was nothing else for me to seek
except to move ahead. During the several meetings with Ramjee,
what I have observed is that he never attempted to change the
path of the devotee but confirmed the path the devotee had already
been assigned.
In a symposium, it may not be possible to
present comprehensively a life-time's experiences. Perhaps with
the grace of Rarnjee I may some day be able to prepare the matter
for publication as a book. It is enough to say that Ramjee is
like a Philospher's stone which converts base metals into gold.
If one wants to seek the Divine, here is Ramjee who can put him
on, course. I do not want to emphasize on the supernatural powers
of Ramjee. It is true that he has done so many things for me.
But the greatest thing he has done for me is fixing my direction.
I used to desire to go to Ramjee because the mind finds utter
peace in his presence. Now all those things have changed. The
objective of life cannot be mere culmination into peace of mind.
We have to actively participate in the play of the Divine. This
we can do when we give up ourselves to the Divine. Ramjee can
mould and cast us into beautiful roles, if only we can approach
him with meekness. May I quote here from James Allen :
'The man who conquers another by force is
strong; the man who conquers himself by Meekness is mighty. He
who conquers another by force will himself likewise be conquered;
he who conquers himself by Meekness will never be overthrown
for the human cannot overcome the Divine..."
Glory to Ramjee.
Glory to Haranath.
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